“Some people wear their smile like a disguise.  Those people who smile a lot, watch their eyes.  I know ’cause I’m like that a lot.  You think everything’s ok, and it is…’til it’s not.” - Ani Difranco
 

There is something wrong with me, I smile a lot which is basically the reason why people don’t take me too seriously.   For instance, earlier, I was so not in the mood.  I was feeling quite angry and depressed as a matter of fact (like I’ve been feeling these days), but that stupid grin is on my face.  I want to get rid of it but it appears to be stuck there.

 

And stuck there it is.  When I walk around school, my face, I pressume, looks good-natured.  It is smiling or about to make a smile, no matter, just as long as it isn’t in a frown, or worse, smug with the words “I couldn’t care less” forming.  So in other words, when people pass by me, I sometimes smile at them, friends and strangers alike.  Maybe strangers would find that weird, but isn’t it in the nature of the face to smile back at people smiling at you?  I really hate it when the people I smile at would actually give me a smug.  Would actually look more irritated than pleased that someone is smiling at them.  I just hate those instances in life.  Which makes me think, I should just look angry or smug at all people.  The problem is, I couldn’t make my face frown!!!

 

In the other news…

 

I’ve lost all interest in studying Human Rights.  I’m so glad I can opt not to take it anymore for the next semester.  I like Human Rights and all that, but studying it under that professor makes you hate the fact that Human Rights exists. It is supposed to be a very good and useful subject.  You get to know Human Rights protection mechanisms in other countries and such, but the importance of the subject diminishes if the teacher fails miserably to make you see the point of it all.