so broken up and i give up…well, not yet

Am I still happy with how things are going around me?  Sure, in some aspects, like my organization, I’m still very happy with that even though I’m afraid as hell.  However, something’s wrong with my relationships with other people, something is slipping in between.  I know it would end soon, I just hope it won’t end too soon.

I can’t complete my New Year’s Resolution and I want to so badly.  But, I’m a student, and a student who brings work at home would never be able to complete it.   I’ve only been able to read 15 books at least, and the year is in its final half.  Oh well.  I hope that I’ll still be able to do at least 30.

I don’t write as well anymore.  I don’t even know what to write anymore.  Could it be that I’m too confused to think properly of my future?  Could it be that I’m being hindered to reflect on my feelings of the moment?  Or could it possibly that my life really is as boring that I’ve thought it to be all along.

I miss somethings from my past.  I want to play the piano again.  I want to practice Taekwondo again.  I want to go swimming for long hours again.  These things, whom I used to be no longer reflects who I am now.