written on stone

There are really those people whom you’ll never get along no matter how you try.  There might be times that you feel that you successful broke the barrier and could finally relate well with the person, however, it’s so ephemeral that you don’t know what has gone wrong.  I met her 2 years ago, I thought I will go along very great with her, but no.  I do the best I can, invited her to a sold out concert, brought her to a patron seat of our school versus its archrival game, during the finals!  During those moments, you feel that whatever wall is separating you two from understanding each other is broken.  Unknown to you, it will never be broken.  She is just one of the few person whom everyone else gets along just fine with except you.  Maybe it’s her problem not yours.  I don’t know whom to tell this to, my friends are her friends as well.

She is the type of person who will try to make you feel pity for her instead of for yourself.  For instance, you both came from a difficult test, you feel sad about it, but she will say that her set seemed harder, so you feel ashamed of feeling sad about yourself, her wanting you to change your pity to.  It isn’t nice.  She is also the type of person who feels that everything she says is right so you’ll just shut up and let her have her pseudo glory.