or only one way that was always meant to be?
leaping the year
February 28, 2008The month is about to end yet again, if this isn’t leap year, tomorrow is March. I still have one whole month to go before I can officially call it quits for the school year. And then, two weeks later, I’ll study again for my third year. Hmm, third year. What have I heard? The only exciting part of entering third year is that there are only one group of people older then us, the seniors. However, this idea won’t last very long and it might really suck being in the junior year.
I’m so tired, I’m draining. My energy is all given to school and I don’t have any social life. What’s my social life? Zero, nothing, nada, rien. Come to think of it, if I do have a social life, who would I spend it with? Who are my socials? Wouldn’t they be the same people I work with in school? So there is clearly no difference because it would still be us and talking about school.
No matter, the moment I graduate, it would be me and Europe, IF I get the scholarship I’m aiming for. How stable are my dreams for the future? Remember when I said that I would have my fortune told? Well I did. And the fortune-teller just assured me that I will get what I want. It’s vague actually. What do I really need? I know what I really really want right now, but it isn’t the same as what I need and how other people would be affected by my decisions. Would it be okay if I just did what I want?
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