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People are hypocritical.  My friends, my family, the government, professors, and sometimes even the church could be hypocritical.  I consider myself hypocritical.  Don't you consider yourself hypocritical?

One supposedly quiet afternoon, I was hanging out with my "friends".  All of a sudden, someone complained.  She was complaining about someone who kept on complaining and annoyed the hell out of her.  Isn't that a bit hypocritical, I murmured to myself.   She was deliberatly setting out a grudge against a complaining person when she herself was complaining.  And I am hypocritical myself because right now, am I not complaining?

Isn't it funny that when you dislike a person all you could see are their flaws?  No matter how many positive sides he/she does and how sympathetic and kind he/she could be, wouldn't her flaws be the one that would capture your attention?  My "friend" only sees my flaws, and I only see her flaw.  We are both hypocritical then, aren't we?

I have a pet peeve.  I hate it when people don't think before they speak?  They would, unknowing and deprived of all their supposed intelligence, say something idiotic.  Isn't it annoying then?  A person would comment or ask or say something that even a monkey of low intelligence would think of.  It is indeed annoying.  And having to face such people every waking day is like living in a convention of half listeners, they wouldn't really hear what you are saying, and in order to look like they are, they would say something without giving it much thought.  Annoying.

Since I confess that indeed I am a hypocrite, I do blunt out things that doesn't make any sense at all.  However, I do it at least once a month that the consistency of it is irrelevant to the people around me.

What more?  I am a supposed pro-Filipino "activist".  I am against everyone leaving this beloved country and I feel obliged to at least make a step on each and every province situated in this forsaken country.  I love our food, our culture and our people.  What makes me a hypocrite then?  When I signed up for this blog space, I thought it was international, global, when I stupidly didn't recognize the ".ph" in the address.  I want to change blogs instantly, because I was writing for Filipinos only and my using of the English language is kind of stupid then.  But then again, I am writing for the Filipinos, even though I might not represent the Filipinos nor do I care if anyone is actually reading this.  I made this blog mainly because I want something secret for myself then, that the possible readers might not know who I am and some might actually relate to this.  I want to get away from my all-knowing company from multiply and friendster, thus, undertheaquasketch.i.ph is born.  I might have wanted to delete this blog when I found out it is merely local but then, I am a local, aren't I?

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Flawless

Then behold, I shall write:

Perfection

The word should not be written

Less should it as much

Exist

God equates.

And only does the word

Might possibly exist.